Thank heavens we have nursing today. Daniel had a fever last week but he is turning the corner just fine, so it seems. I am delighted that I have found my blog again. It is a tough battle lately.... just dealing with life. Financially, I have to take what money I can...and do the best I can...because I have a family to provide for. I am really sick to my stomach to have to go back to work at several part time jobs, because I know that the minute I have to run and care for Daniel I am probably going to be fired.
But Sarah and Thomas are both worthy of a good life...and I certainly need my house in order to give Daniel a good quality of life... its pretty much all he has.
Most people simply dont get it. So quick to fill me with their lectures about the way I should do things...but they are not the ones raising Daniel. Living a life here in Connecticut is expensive..and cold.
Anyhow..I am a "hopeless" optimist with depression. Hows that for an oxymoron.
I have to bury a guinea pig today that died yesterday. Again...thank God for our nurse today...because my mood is pretty crappy. The needs here are killing me. But I have to keep pushing pushing pushing... When I am with my kids...I smile for them... they are my reason for living.
But Sarah and Thomas are both worthy of a good life...and I certainly need my house in order to give Daniel a good quality of life... its pretty much all he has.
Most people simply dont get it. So quick to fill me with their lectures about the way I should do things...but they are not the ones raising Daniel. Living a life here in Connecticut is expensive..and cold.
Anyhow..I am a "hopeless" optimist with depression. Hows that for an oxymoron.
I have to bury a guinea pig today that died yesterday. Again...thank God for our nurse today...because my mood is pretty crappy. The needs here are killing me. But I have to keep pushing pushing pushing... When I am with my kids...I smile for them... they are my reason for living.
