I am laying in the semi darkness as the sun will be coming up soon. It's July 4 2015. Tomorrow we head back home to CT from Florida and it's always a tough thing for me. I do miss my Henry very much, it's been so hard not to let it make me depressed. So that will be nice. But it's Connecticut in general that makes me weary. The house I can't afford to repair and the cars too. Too much to clean. Working hard all the time and fighting the ridiculous depression.
The culture, people, and climate down here changes me and after 10 plus years of staying here I know I am done with the North.
But regardless of what my heart says or how well Daniel and I both do physically I am aware that vacation ends and there will be that massive pile of mail and that long long "to do" list when we get back.
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