Disillusionment

I am not having a day full of joy. I want that, but sometimes even the happiest of days can turn sour in a heart beat.  I wasn't supposed to be alone at the mall today.  I was supposed to be having a joyful day with my husband.  But.  Bing bang boom. Yadda yadda. I'm alone. 

I would like to ask you dear Santa to put a good word in for us. Lol.  My heart is happily waiting for my daughter to meet me here at this mall. Where I am feeling sad and in need of a hug. 

This is a hard time of year.  And the best time of year.  I wish I could buy stuff here.  But instead I am just dizzy and hungrily and needing someone to rescue my heart.  And here comes Sarah. God is good.