Sunday, January 12, 2014

Up late

Give me some air
I just want to breathe
I am laying here lonely
Beginning to grieve
For the life that I wanted
I thought we would be
But your angry and distant
Disgusted with me
I am still just the same
Blonde hair girl with a name
I'm just needed now deeply
From someone in pain 
As you snore and you dream
I'm awake and I'm cold
I'm sad with no one to hold
So I care for your son
Watch him here all night long
The dog barks and I cringe
It's the same fucking song
So I sing it again and close my eyes
The barking gets worse
Daniel starts to make cries
Time to get up again and take a deep breath 
The only time I'll be loved 
Is after my death. 


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