Its so hard right now.... these panick attacks and the overwhelming anxiety of trying to get everything taken care of... money is so tight and Christmas is in three days. I cried this morning..but I know somehow there will be a way for me to work in the future.
But for today I have to finish writing out these Christmas Cards and making phone calls to the doctors. There are seriously about 9 big issues with Daniel that I am juggling...not including school.
World...do you know how hard it is to raise a special needs fragile boy? Oh my...I love him so much....but I miss being able to work and make more money. Its a terrible mental struggle I swallow every single day. Help. I wish somehow the pressure could be relieved...just a bit.
Happy Holidays??? Must remember Christ and keep praying.........